When Deni and I used to fight, I would give her a dictionary so that she could come up with new mean things to call me. It was fun. I never took fighting too seriously. She told me often that I didn't have a "real" personality. I took that as a compliment, meaning what I lacked in real personality I made up for with intelligence. My favorite Deni quote was when she said I played her like a gameboy. Deni was a self-absorbed-manipulative bitch. Fuck no, I didn't love her.