Saturday, August 02, 2003

You must be referring to someone else albeit I am the only Brian who posts on here. Please explain yourself before you bring forth such wild accusations against me. Now I must go and watch people being hung by hooks.
speaking of buttholes --- why is brian being a butthole ?
hello boys
Mattie, i did my homework and i didn't find any posts on that thing that were recent.
are you sure she's really writing poetry about you?

Friday, August 01, 2003

Holy lost death.

without feathers of history - the modernworld.

burp.

hole is our soul.

Boy lost death.
Mike mann, you are a cunt.
I'm a cocksucker too!
I'm a fuckin douchebag!! Watch as I babel on!
I'm a fuckin douchebag!! Watch as I babel on!
Joe Natale, you missed the Anarchists, but you were in their hearts. We went to the Crimethinc. Flying Circus last night, and there was a pretty good crowd. Fine Entertainment. I especially liked the presentation on the life of a famous Ukrainian Anarchist.

CrimethInc. Barnstorming Tour

for a little anarchy on the prairie, please join us & invite your friends

From us:

Thursday, July 31, taking place in the yard of the house at 1852 S. 17th in Springfield (b/w Laurel & Ash)

5:30 share food

6:30 the opening jam

7:30 a performance, especially for the kids

8:00 anarchist agitation and variety show

9:30 afterwords, taking place at the home at 332 S. State (one block east of MacArthur) in Springfield

Friday, August 1

taking place at the home at 332 S. State in Springfield

12:00 leftovers & pie

1:00 poetry

2:00 skill share

3:00 foraging hunt

for more info, call me at 525-2325.

remember, all times are nowtime, subject to chaos.


From them:

Our wing of the CrimethInc. Barnstorming Summer tours is an Anarchist Agitation and Variety Show including poetry, puppetry, spoken word, folk music from a number of different traditions, do-it-yourself musical instruments, inflammatory manifestos, lessons in suppressed history (specifically, the anarchist participation in the Russian revolution), and outreach for the upcoming protests against the Free Trade Area of the Americas.
We will be traveling with a vast array of books, posters, free literature, and direct action equipment; we can also metamorphose into a marching band whenever necessary. Most of our performances are intended for grim, serious adults in desperate need of entertainment (such as ourselves), but we can also provide amusement for children (as can most adults, inadvertently or not).
In addition to the night of performances, we will also be offering skillshares, including D.I.Y. Public Monuments, Ten Steps to Direct Action in Your Community, Improvisational Dance, and Convert Your Bicycle to Biodiesel.

HOPE YOU CAN COME!!!!!!!!
We are a couple of poets. It is so romantic.
I've typed us. This seems pretty accurate. However, it is not perfect, and it's only the personality/psychological factors. Environment, attitude, experiences, astrological forces, parents, friends, and TV-Internet-language-gesture-pictograph conjoin to influence people and relationships as well.

Systems merging and interacting with other systems.

Enneagram Type One (the Reformer)
with
Enneagram Type Four (the Individualist)


What Each Type Brings to the Relationship
Enneagram Ones and Fours have an intense mutual interest to bring something good and beautiful into the world. Both are idealistic and concerned with getting it right in their work and self-expressions. Both see how things could be, how a project could become an expression of an ideal form, if all went well. By working together, something universal and transcendent could result in their work and in their relationship itself. Ones bring a desire for objectivity, truth, value, and reason to the relationship. They offer self-discipline, good work habits, and regularity to the relationship. Ones are conscientious and will sublimate themselves and their personal needs for the greater good, including the shared vision and goals that they feel is at the core of the relationship itself. Ones can act as valuable sounding boards for Fours, offering advice and wisdom when Fours get confused by the multitude of their feelings or their self-doubts. Fours bring creativity, intense feelings, sensuality, spontaneity, inspiration, and the ability to tap into dreams, the unconscious, and other universal forces. Their expressiveness and emotionality can be a welcome counterbalance to the One's typical formality and sense of order and reason.


Fours give Ones permission to explore and express the full range of the One's feelings and passions. Ones help Fours actualize their dreams by supporting creativity with healthy self-discipline and appropriate structure. In general, Ones bring self-restraint to the relationship which may act as a model for Fours who tend to be more unregulated. Both types have a taste for refinement, beauty, and a cultivation of the arts, and if both appreciate what the other offers, they can make a long lasting, productive team which helps balance the limitations of the other while brining out qualities that each lacks-one of the primary functions of all good relationships.

Potential Trouble Spots or Issues
A relationship between Ones and Fours can sometimes be like mixing oil and water: they tend to separate quickly because they see things from the opposite points of view. Ones think that they almost always being sensible and objective, while Fours do not try to be "objective"—they want to see things from the subjective, personal side. While both bring a kind of idealism to the relationship, it is usually idealism applied to different things. Ones will be idealistic about social causes, morality, politics, and global issues, while Fours are idealistic, even perfectionistic, about aspects of their personal lives—their lifestyle, their mate, and their choice of work. Both can reinforce each other's sense of superiority, leading to elitism and snobbery toward others. Both can become disdainful and condescending toward those who have less breeding, taste, or sense of refinement—and the habit of being disappointed in others can be turned against each other as well.
Both types are ironically highly aware of their impulses, their sensuality, their longings and frustrations, but they both attempt to handle these issues in diametrically different ways. Thus, one of the biggest areas of conflict between Ones and Fours is in self-discipline versus self-indulgence, between personal and emotional impulses either being acted out (Fours) or being suppressed (Ones). Ones can begin to see Fours as hopelessly emotional, self-absorbed and self-indulgent, while Fours can begin to see Ones as insufferably rigid, judgmental, and cold. Fours can become as angry, critical, intolerant, and self-righteous as low functioning Ones, and Ones can become as melancholy, self-pitying, alienated, and depressed as low functioning Fours. In short, Ones and Fours may end by being disaffected with each other for being the way they are: they are not an imagined ideal. Both can be unforgiving, keeping scores and remembering long-past hurts. The relationship can deteriorate into bitter frustration with each other and end as the result of rancorous arguments.

For further distinctions between types One and Four, see Understanding the Enneagram, pages 197 to 198.
WREK Atlanta kicks so much ass!

For anyone who loves good radio and great music:

"WREK is the student owned and operated Georgia Tech radio station, broadcasting 24/7 at 91.1 FM with 40,000 Watts of power into Atlanta's atmosphere, and streaming MP3 onto the Internet (running 7-day archive, too!) "

My favorite programs: WREKage (Heavy Metal Ass Thrashing), Hour of Slack, Bob's Slacktime Funhouse

Live Internet streaming, Bitches!
She went to livejournal.com and typed in her user name while i watched (She showed me).

"I'm expecting she will off herself shortly. But I always get that feeling from reading diaries."

I quit with the diary entries for the very reason that most of my writings were far too melodramatic. I'm melodramatic and serious enough in my daily life. I'm aiming for the other direction -- for silliness, childishness, and gaiety.

Thursday, July 31, 2003

I'm expecting she will off herself shortly. But I always get that feeling from reading diaries.
Alright kids, today's homework: Read Bianca's LiveJournal, on the Web for all to see. http://www.livejournal.com/users/jezebelsenvy/

I expect a full report.

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

Tuesday, July 29, 2003

my sincerest apologies . I didn't mean it.
How's the Bianca thing going?

Monday, July 28, 2003

okay... i didn't care for calling you dickcheese... can we stick with Mattie?
hey dickcheese..........sorry bout saturday night... i was fast asleep.
i didn't wake up til after midnight.
Boy, I sure do miss you guys. I especially need the advice and company of my friends now that I'm in this relationship. Relationship are challenging and I need some support. Somebody call me for god's sake.
Favorite corpse: River Pheonix

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