Being an American Pow makes me wonder.

Who won best film at the Oscors?

I also have been going over something over and over in my head. It's a song lyric by Evan Dando. "I don't need you to suck my dick to make me feel good about myself." I used to laugh about that. I thought it was true. I wonder if that's true to me now.

I don't know about God anymore. Who's side is he on anyway? All I know it that Allah has not called out to me in the middle of the night to change me, and make me right. I wonder if there's two Gods, and which God gets you when you die as a pow in the Iraqi army.